I was making my lunch for tomorrow when I suddenly got a stream of ideas about a certain topic.
I remembered a person broke their relation with another person because she wanted to be “less independent” and more “free”. Now that person got a fresh new relationship and is already moving into with him after less then 2 months.
I don’t really understand it, but moving into a persons home seems me to restrict freedom. But yeah guess love is maybe much stronger ….
And something about some other person… I’m not sure about this but this is what I think might be true: There is a person that I know and I think she is some kind of copycat. Not a real copycat, but I’m not sure if she has a real “own” personality. Well personality is a big word, but I mean like, things you like and hobbies and that kind of stuff. I noticed that her interests changes with her attention. I mean like her interests have been the same as a good friend of hers. But now she seems to lose these interests and take over the ones of her (“new”) lover.
Evermore, another girl. The one that focuses all her attention on her lover, cancelling meetings and events with her friends. Like her lover is the only one that matters on the whole world ….
And I’m worried about those persons. What might happen to them when their relationship ends ? The first one is now too dependent on her lover. So I am afraid she will lose everything and she has to remove to her parents and stuff like that.
For the second girl, I’m also afraid. If her relationship would be abruptly broken….
I’m not sure who she will be. She just adapts and take over the interests of the person she gives the most attention (my theory). So I guess she will lose her personality again and copies another. I don’t know why she can’t make one of her own …. And now, the third girl: If her relation would end, she will be alone, without any friends. I don’t know which one would be the worst situation out of these. They are all sad situation. But I think the last one is the worst one. Without friends to be there for you when you need it the most. That’s the one that would hurt the most.
And now I’m thinking about these three persons, I also wondered what would happen if there 3 persons would be one.
I think ….
I believe ….
I don’t know, but hope God will help her.
Which one do you think is the worst ?
What should I do when it happens ?
I’m looking forwart to read your answers!
27 Sept 2015
Another post about signals ! This time about signals in a song.
Almost a year ago I started with my internship at a company. During this time I found an English-covered song from a Japanese band called Vocaloid.
The song was covered and sung in English by a youtube user and I really liked the song.
This song, called “Witch Hunt“, is a storh about a prince and two girls. One of them is in love with the prince but is accused by the other girl due of jalousy and she is being placed on the burning stake. This is where the song is situated. So the song is a kind of combination between love and burning a witch. And that she has to penitence for her crime (“love”).
I dont think it is in the lyrics or video but the girl they burned was an angel. (See in the video the feathers left behind.) And you can also see the hidden meaning in this story (not trusting and insecurity can destroy relationships even if your lover is an angel )
I really like the song and even the lyrics. But now I m thinking that it has a secret meaning or a secret message.
And now that I m thinking about it, I see more and more things in the song that I can recognise.
I m still trying to figure it out. But I think it has something to do with some one I know and simething with love.
If you read some earlier posts, you might remember a song called “There is a fine line”. Well now I think that “daydream event” might be related with this song:
This person I know is head over heels in love and maybe she get somehow hurt really bad (as broken love and fire pit in the song) and that I will go to her to “help her” (as mentioned & described in the other post).
What do you think ? Let me know !
13 Sept 2015
About a month ago I made a trip with my old timer into Wallonia ( French part of Belgium) and I was driving trough the countryside, surrounded by fields as far you could see; and I had a little daydream:
It was a certain special day for me and my girlfriend (note: I dont have one) and I arrived in the very early morning at her place. It was still dark when I parked my old timer in front of her appartment. I silently entered her room, she was asleep and I took her in my arms and carried her (by using the elevator) down into the old timer. She was still sleeping when I left and after driving one hour we already left the city far behind us. I drove to Wallonia and stopped in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by lavender fields. I parked the car facing the sun and waited for the sunrise. She was still sleeping when I started prepairing breakfast. It was very simple just some bacon and eggs. And when the first sunbeams reached her face she started to unwake. I was laying next to her in my carseat. Enjoying beeing together with her, seeing the first sunbeams coming over the fields and smelling all these wonderful smells ( her smell, the lavender and the baked eggs and crispy bacon :3 hmmm 🙂 )
So that was my little daydream I had that day but I knew that -even it was just a dream- I made her one of the happiest persons on the world on that moment.
What do you think about my idea ? Is it romantic or would you be angry about it ?
If I should ever supprise my gf like this should I remember some things to make it even more her best morning/day in her life ?
Let me know 🙂
2 Sept 2015